I've lost the feeling in my left hand and in my face and my arm. Not completely, but at least it doesn't feel normal. Why is that? I don't know. It's been like this for a few times before. It's really annoying...
Note to self: By tomorrow I'm going to duplicate the Duroferon.
I'm listening to the waves to feel calm.
I'm going to watch one or two or three youtube-clips and after that I'm going to sleep.
Hope it's sunny tomorrow!
I must overcome my fear.
"Det är bara känslor/It's only emotions" - No, it's not. It's not only emotions. Emotions have an explanation, there's reason why you get certain emotions and feel different ways.
I feel that I want to write something absurd. Something... I don't know.
But I can't write it myself just out of the blue right now, because I'm not in that mood I need to be in to write the things I want to write.
Yesterday I borrowed a mangabook: Black Butler XI.
OH MY GOD! I screamed when I saw it.
MY LIFE IS COMPLETE NOW!
And I became oh, so even happier, when I realised that the books aren't the same as the anime. <3
KONNISHIWA! (Don't know the correct spelling.)
Me, my sister and her boyfriend were outside like, an hour ago. We drove to a forest with marshmallows and coca-cola! Then we ... grilled the marshmallows :-) It was really cozy! We were in a small house. And I took some photos too. You can look at the ones I uploaded in the PHOTOS-link-thing!
So yeah, I did change the blog :D
But the smileys look kind of weird now, hahaha!
I'm happy :D
Don't know exactly why, but I think it's because I listen to Framing Hanley and their songs are soooooo good! They make me really really happy, hihi!
I haven't done anything special today. But tomorrow I'm thinking about going to the town and buy some stuffs... :)
Foundation and clothes. Found some good-looking shirts today!
I'm bored. There's nothing to do!
Now it's friday again, it's kind of random how quick the days pass by.
It feels like I don't have anything special to write, since my days are all the same. - Wake up, school, go home, sit by the computer, sleep.
Nothing special.
My throath hurts, still. But there's a different kind of pain, and oh god - it really hurts. I don't want to swallow ever again, haha!
I'm thinking about changing the theme on the blog and start being social here. :-) Yay!
I just realised one thing: GACKT is handsome. Oh my god, he's so freaking hot!
Too bad he's 39 years old...
I'd tap that.
I started to read his self-biografy. It's really interesting. I love that he smiles, even though he has gone through a lot of things.
I just wanna meet him and give him a hug, KyAAa~
And then, I would look him in the eyes but hen he'd kill me because he's a badass and he's as I wrote earlier, freaking hot. *-*
- Are you able too see his sadness deep inside? -
Oh, GACKT, why are you so perfect.
Hello! Right now I'm listening to Heaven Shall Burn. They are really good. I need to start listen to screamo more often...
My life is great and I feel fine. I haven't been depressed for a really long time, which feels sooo great!!
But there's things that I need to do. Things that I don't "want" do to, because I... uh, for some reason I don't feel like doing it :/ I need to motivate myself. So, I'm going to study right after I'm done writing this! :)
I actually don't have anything special to write. Maybe because there's not anything special happening in my life right now, haha! It's not so interesting. But I'll make an update later = for a few day(s) or something. Take care!
The volume on my computer is 30. And I'm listening to spotify, screamo - Heaven Shall Burn. But I can't hear that much, because my ear are fucked up. So annoying!
Yesterday was very lame. I was in school, yay, but the cold killed me, seriously.
And right now my throat hurts. And I still have a cold and so on. Oh goooood.
Hahaha, omg, my dream this day was random. I dreamed about one of my classmates.
Uuuuuuh, I need to drink some tea or oboy. Yees, I'll eat the same thing as yesterday.
Good morning!
Oh, I have such a terrible cold. It's really annoying. I don't know if it'll make me stay home today or if I go either way. I want to go to school, but my cold is just so, extreme! And my throath hurts too... and I cough. I don't want to get sick. Or maybe I already am?
And today I'm going to take... I don't know what it's called in english - Bloodtest?
Can you do that if you are on the verge of getting sick? (OMG, I KNEW HOW TO WRIGHT THE RIGHT SENTENCE EVEN THOUGH I DIDN'T KNOW! I'm awesome!!)
Well, I'm gonna go down to the kitchen now and make myself something to it. Thinking about doing a toast, and drink oboy or tea to that one. And after that we'll see if I feel better!
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