I'm not looking forward to this day that much. We have a test, which I haven't study for, because our teacher sucks. Literally. He hates me, I think. And I don't dare to talk to him, because he'll probably only get mad.
So... I don't know...
But yeah.
I'll leave him a note on the test. 

Today I discovered that the blog page isn't blocked, which I thought it was. Oh well. I decided to hid the page, but I have it linked somewhere in the blog, a place only I know about.
I'm tired.
Gotta sleep.
Need to sleep.
Don't wanna sleep.

I decided to start taking care of my skin (ha-ha). I've been getting pimples and that stuff for maaaany years, and it's annoying, because they are all over me, lol. - The reason why I for example never wear tank tops.
I'm going to take care of my skin from today on! Started using Spotless Deep Cleansing Daily Facewash ACO, even though the date has ended. I like it so far! My skin feels so fresh after using it! Been using it two times today, because it says to use it twice a day.
The products I've used before is for example: the english word for Handsprit, some other product from ACO, Face Wash from Barbarella, soap&water, toothpaste and yeah, a lot of random things. But hopefully it'll work this time! Soon I have to leave my beloved computer.. That will make my life soooo boring! But I have a few plans for this summer, yeah! Three things that I'm going to spend a lot of time doing is read books, working out, take care of my skin. 
It's only one week with classes left!
Today I finished the German novel, and yesterday I did the Picture-thing.
Still have a few things left to do.
But the only thing I can do is to give my all and do my best!

I did it. Wrote an ending on our relationship. Two raindrops fell from the sky. 
"I fucking love you..." ......... that made my heart stop. 

I really need to study. Gotta finish everything until monday.
* ENG - Bokredov.
* SO - Rapport/redovisning
* HKK - [se häfte] Frågor
* TY - Novell
* NO - Prov
* BILD - (Utvärdering (glada pics - ledsen musik och tvärtom. A)

I'm proud of myself! I'm going to try to get a higher grade in German, and to do that  I'm going to write a novel, (which I think I mentioned in an earlier post.)
I suck at writing though, and I don't know anyone that can help me... except for one person. Evelina. We went in the same class 1-6, but when we started 7th, we lost contact, since we didn't go the same class.
I didn't want to contact her since we don't have contact anymore, because like: how random wouldn't it be if I only contacted her to ask her to help me with my.. homework? 
But I did it! I texted her and wrote to her on facebook!
And now she's going to help me. Thanks Evelina! :D
That makes me feel proud of myself, that I had courage to contact her. :-) YAY ME!
Don't know what to write about, though. I was planning on writing about a fish, but what the - if she sees that I want to write about that - HUH?! Ha-ha.
Gotta think of something to change to. 
Hmm.
Think think think
Winnie the Pooh-style! Wiih!

3 persons could get a E on the test.
Guess what I got? - E.
Of course.
I didn't even expect anything else.
I've never been good at So. 
But at least I managed to not fail, so that feels good.
Am I disappointed? - I don't know.
Maybe a little.
But I did as much as I could and understood, that's the only thing that matters.
So I'm proud of myself.

Yesterday, me, my sister and her boyfriend Jerry drove to a sea. We searched for water and ended up finding it. I went in, and it wasn't cold. It was actually really nice and I felt like I wanted to stay in the water forever, plus, it was such a beautiful place. My sister also went in the water, and Jerry too - he drove the car in it, ha-ha! But finally I got him to at least poke the water. It was really fun and I can't wait for summer! Or well, it's summer right now, but I mean, when school is over and all that.

Today when I woke up I couldn't breathe. It was this harsh breathing again, which was really annoying... I still can't breathe normally even though it's been 45 minutes. 

Note: I like the new look of Weebly!

Today I'm going to school. I'm going to do the last math test, national exams.I hope it's going to go OK! It's an oral exam. Good luck myself! :D
At least I feel like it went well on the other exams. It would be worse if I hadn't write anything at all and got anxiety...

After school I'm going home. Then I'll sit outside in the oh-so-lovely weather to study.
I'm going to finish a rest task - HKK. Just gotta answer some questions in a document and send it to the teacher.
Then i'm going to start writing on a novel in German. Gotta contact one of my old classmates later, to ask her to help me...

Another thing I did yesterday was that I met a physiotherapist (that word?!). She was really nice! I'...... oops... I forgot to do one of the stretching - things yesterday, ahahah... Yeah. She gave me two stretching-things to start doing.
And I got to walk on a treadmill, which was really fun!! Gonna go back in a week to continue my walking-session. 

I'm happy today! It feels a bit weird but fun, ahahah! I think I'm happy because it's sunny outside and the school is almost over. It's going to be so chill when we don't have any homework or exams or presentations and so on. Can't wait!
Don't know what I'm going to do this summer, though. I know that I'm going to read, probably a lot. I can also play Xbox, but I don't think that I'll settle myself there. Oh! I'm thinking of starting to workout!! I found many fun exercises which I think I'll start doing, because they really do were fun. 
So far:
Read books.
Workout. 
Take photographs.
Hang out with friends.
(Eventually) study Japanese. 
Maybe write too? But I wish I had a computer for that, though. 
Or do something I've never done before? I have my contact person, so maybe she can come up with something, lol.
Okay, I shouldn't focus that much on what to do in summer since there's like, 2 weeks with lessons left. Right now I need to focus to get all the school work done. We still have a few things to do before everything ends.
Oh, and today I might get the class sweater!!
Gooooood, how am I going to finish all the things that are left with so little time?
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Since I finished reading Gone yesterday, I started reading Fifty Shades Darker today. Loving it so far!
He texted me. "Do you wanna date me? I'm just horny and old...." But I didn't aim me wanna date him, ha-ha. It's so easy to misunderstand some things. I wanna kill him, why do we have a conversation? It's already over. Why won't he let me go. Ah, since I asked him to make me hate him, he one day wrote "I only used you for sex." <- which made me feel, like shit. But he wasn't serious.

Right now I'm watching ESC / Eurovision song contest.

Leave me alone, leave me alone, leave me alone, goddammit. I hate you, I don't wanna be with you, you are annoying, you're just a horny piece of shit, kill yourself and forget me, or make me forget you. Let's forget each others existence.

Dafuq did I just dream about?! Oh well, I'll forget it later.
It's sunny today too! I'm thinking about being in my room for a while to do some schoolwork.
Today I was planning  to be with my contact person, but to be honest... I don't wanna be with her. We never have anything to talk about and that just feels weird. Plus, we see each other once a week, but this week I want to be by myself. Pfft. Hope that's OK with her. I don't want to tell her, like "You are boring..." But I know that I need to give her a chance. Just not today.